Sunday, March 24, 2013

Closing Time!

I am officially sans occupation. Truth time.

Right now, I have no idea what I'm going to be doing in the near future. As such, I'm a little scared. Luckily I have some money saved up. However, there is the strange feeling of excitement that I have. The last few weeks of work have felt nonstop. Even before that, over the last few months, work felt like more of a chore and every time I had to go in was met with a feeling of dread. I'm happy I had a job especially in the current economic climate, but I felt very weighed down. The somewhat popular sentiment at work was that very strange feeling of excitement that I mentioned.

Hopefully within the next few weeks I'll find something else and hopefully it's more career oriented instead of just being a bill-paying job to occupy time. Fingers crossed and I'm hoping for the best.

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Halfway Through

We're about halfway through Lent and...I'm starting to lose it. Every time I think of something I want to eat, I remember that I can't because I gave it up for Lent. There are still 18 days left until Lent is over and I might have to cut a bitch. I especially miss cheese which is one of my favourite foods. I miss chocolate. I miss so many things. 

*sad-face*

First World Problems

Thursday, March 7, 2013

The End Has Come

Today I got an official date: April 6. That is the last day that the place where I work will be open. Ironically, I'll be on the other side of the state that day. The search for a new job has already begun, mainly a bill-paying job. I'm also in the process of putting together a writing portfolio, editing some pieces, submitting to various publications (newspapers, magazines and such) to maybe get some exposure of some sort. As I mentioned earlier, I'm going to Richmond in early April for an LGBT conference being held by Equality Virginia. Hopefully I can do some networking (which, knowing me, will take some liquid courage - I'm pretty shy).

It seems serendipitous that all of this change is happening on the eve of me turning 30. I feel a strange mix of hopefulness, excitement, and fear. Times like this can be seen as upheavals or opportunities, and I'm trying to focus on the latter. We'll see how it goes.